Part 6

Nora’s body felt suddenly colder.
“You’re announcing it today?” she asked.
Adrian looked at her.
A strange silence passed across his face.
Sabine saw it.
Her eyes narrowed.
“You didn’t tell her.”
“It didn’t come up,” Adrian said.
“It didn’t come up?”
Nora looked down at her hands.
The conversation had left her behind. She could feel it happening. The old pattern returning: Adrian and Sabine shaping a private universe in front of her, speaking in injuries she was expected to understand but never allowed to name.
She had come upstairs because she thought there might be an apology.
Instead she had walked into the middle of their future.
“You should have told me,” Sabine said.
Adrian’s voice stayed quiet. “Why?”
“Because she came here for you.”
Nora looked up.
“No.”
Sabine smiled faintly. “You didn’t?”
“No.”
“Then why are you crying?”
Nora touched her cheek and found wetness there.
She hated Sabine for seeing it.
She hated herself for giving her the proof.
“I’m crying because you shoved me,” Nora said.
Sabine shook her head as if disappointed. “You keep saying that like it makes you innocent.”
Adrian’s eyes closed briefly.
Celia finally spoke.
“Sabine.”
Her voice was soft but carried.
Sabine turned.
Celia stepped fully into the room. She did not approach Nora. She did not approach Adrian. She simply crossed to the side table and rested her fingertips on the edge of it, beside the cream lampshade.
“We are not going to make this worse,” Celia said.
Sabine stared at her.
“You think I’m making it worse?”
“I think everyone in this room is hurt.”
“Oh, that is very elegant.”
“Sabine.”
“No, really. It’s very elegant. Nora gets to come back and play fragile, Adrian gets to feel guilty, and I get to stand here while everyone decides what kind of woman I am.”
Nora looked at her.
For the first time, Sabine sounded almost honest.
Not innocent.
Not harmless.
But honest.
The thought troubled Nora more than she wanted it to.
Sabine had always been good at speaking from pain. That was how she made people forget the pain she caused.
“I’m not deciding what kind of woman you are,” Nora said.
Sabine laughed under her breath. “You never had to. You made sure everyone else did.”
“What does that mean?”
“It means I was the one there after you left.”
Nora’s face tightened.
Adrian looked between them.
Sabine’s eyes shone again, but this time the tears seemed less arranged.
“You left him,” she said. “You left him alone with his father, with the board, with that horrible story everywhere. You left and everyone acted like he was supposed to chase you across the world.”
“I left because he believed I betrayed him.”
“He believed what the evidence showed.”
“There was no evidence.”
“There was the message.”
“There was a screenshot.”
Sabine’s lips pressed together.
Nora felt Adrian watching her.
A screenshot. That was all there had ever been. One cropped image, sent from an unknown account to Adrian’s father and then somehow to a journalist. No metadata. No context. No proof except the fact that Nora had been trusted with the message.
At the time, she had not known how to defend herself against something so thin and so devastating.
She still did not.
“I didn’t leak it,” Nora said.
Sabine’s eyes hardened.
“Then who did?”
Nora looked at her.
The question sat there, perfectly shaped.
Celia looked toward Adrian.
Adrian did not answer.
His silence was not the same as it had been three years ago. Nora could see that. Back then, he had been certain enough to hurt her. Now he seemed uncertain enough to be afraid of what certainty had cost.
But uncertainty was not truth.
Nora pressed her hand to her side and tried to shift her legs beneath her.
Adrian noticed immediately.
“Don’t,” he said.
“I need to sit up.”
“I’ll help you.”
She looked at him.
The last time he had reached for her, she had been wearing one of his shirts in their old apartment, laughing because he was trying to make coffee without looking at the instructions on the machine. The memory arrived without permission. His hands had been warm then. Steady. Familiar.
Now he held one hand out and waited.
Nora almost refused.
Then pain moved through her hip again, and she took his hand.
His fingers closed around hers carefully.
He helped her sit against the side of the sofa, slowly, without pulling. The touch lasted only a few seconds. Still, it felt too intimate. Too much like a door left open in a house that should have been locked.
Sabine watched every movement.
Nora felt it.
When Adrian stepped back, Sabine’s mouth trembled.
“You’re touching her now,” she said.
May you like
Adrian looked exhausted.
“She was hurt.”