Balanced

Part 4

“Yes.”

“How long have you known?”

“Six weeks.”

He walked away from her, though the room offered nowhere to go. He stopped beside a stack of old picture frames. The top photograph showed Nathan at seventeen, sunburned and scowling beside Richard on a fishing boat.

Six weeks.

During those six weeks, Celia had chosen names for the baby. She had ordered a pram. She had sat beside Nathan in a solicitor’s office discussing marriage settlements and told him she did not care whether the ceremony happened before or after the birth.

During those six weeks, she had watched him sort Richard’s books for donation and said nothing.

“Why did Edmund give you the key?”

“He contacted me.”

“When?”

“Last Tuesday.”

“What did he say?”

“That he had found something he should have given my mother years ago. He asked to meet away from the house. I refused. He came here for dinner with your mother yesterday, so I told him to meet me near the greenhouse.”

“And he told you to hide the key.”

“He said we should see the contents before anyone else knew.”

“That sounds like destruction of evidence.”

“I thought so too.”

“Yet you took it.”

“Yes.”

“Why?”

“Because if I refused, he might remove the documents himself.”

Nathan turned back to her. “And why the blue room?”

“It was simply the nearest place I could lock it away from the house staff.”

“You lied to Poppy.”

“I lied to the table.”

“You looked at a six-year-old and said she was confused.”

Celia’s expression shifted. “I know.”

“That was cruel.”

“I know.”

“She trusted what she saw.”

“I panicked.”

“You don’t panic.”

“I do. I just do it quietly enough that people mistake it for planning.”

Nathan looked at the key in her hand.

“Give it to me.”

“No.”

“Celia.”

“We open the compartment together.”

“It concerns my father.”

“It concerns money stolen from my mother.”

“Allegedly.”

Her eyes hardened. “There it is.”

“What?”

“The reason I waited.”

“You waited because you thought I would defend him.”

“I waited because you still use the present tense when you talk about his judgment. Because every time your mother cannot pay an estate bill, you explain what Richard would have done. Because half this house survives on the belief that he made difficult but honorable choices.”

“He did.”

“Perhaps sometimes.”

Nathan stepped closer. “You came here knowing this, accepted my proposal knowing this, and planned an engagement dinner under his portrait.”

“I accepted your proposal before I knew.”

“But you did not withdraw it after.”

“No.”

“Why?”

Celia’s fingers tightened around the key.

“Because I love you.”

The words did not soothe him. They made the room smaller.

“Do you?”

“Yes.”

“Or were you deciding how much my family owes you?”

Her face changed.

Nathan heard the cruelty in his own voice and continued anyway.

“Did you think marriage would make repayment easier? No awkward claim, no lawyers, no scandal. Just move your money from one family pocket into another.”

Celia’s mouth opened, then closed.

He had never seen her look ashamed before.

The shame frightened him more than anger would have.

“That was one option,” she said.

Nathan went still.

She sat down again, one hand returning to her belly. “Not as you are making it sound.”

“How else can it sound?”

“The estate cannot repay four million without selling land or the house. Your mother would lose her home. Sophie’s cottage is tied to the estate company. There are twelve employees whose housing or pensions are connected to it. I was trying to understand whether there was a way to separate what your father did from people who didn’t know.”

“And marrying me does that?”

“No. But I considered settling the claim privately after we were married.”

“With your own money.”

“It is already my money.”

“To protect my family.”

“To protect ours.”

Nathan looked away.

Rain moved harder against the glass. Somewhere in the corridor, a floorboard creaked and then went quiet.

“Did Edmund suggest that?”

“No.”

“Did my mother know?”

“I don’t think so.”

“Did Sophie?”

“No.”

“Does anyone?”

“My accountant. My solicitor. Edmund.”

“And Poppy.”

Celia closed her eyes.

Nathan took the key from her hand.

She allowed him to.

“We open it now,” he said.

“The greenhouse has no power.”

“I know where the torches are.”

“You have been drinking.”

“One glass.”

“It is raining.”

“Celia.”

She stood again.

“All right.”

They found Sophie in the upstairs sitting room with Poppy asleep across her lap. The child’s braids had loosened, and one pink bow rested against her cheek. A plate with two potatoes sat untouched on the side table.

Sophie looked from Nathan’s coat to Celia’s cardigan.

“Where are you going?”

“The greenhouse.”

“At midnight?”

“It is ten past eleven.”

“That distinction makes it entirely sensible.”

Nathan crouched beside his niece. Poppy’s eyelids moved but did not open.

“Did she say anything else?”

Sophie’s expression tightened. “She said the man looked sad.”

Nathan glanced at Celia.

“Did she see where you went afterward?”

“She said you went into the greenhouse,” Sophie said. “Then she became interested in a fox.”

“Why was she outside alone?”

“She wasn’t. Mrs. Kemp was on the terrace. Poppy slipped around the hedge looking for that filthy rabbit toy. I have already had the relevant maternal collapse, so you can spare me yours.”

Nathan stood.

Sophie looked at Celia. “Is it true?”

“Yes,” Celia said.

“That you met Edmund?”

“Yes.”

“And the key?”

“Yes.”

Sophie’s eyes filled, though her voice remained controlled. “Was my daughter lying the only part you objected to?”

Celia swallowed. “She wasn’t lying.”

Poppy stirred.

All three adults went silent.

She opened her eyes and looked up at Nathan.

“Are you cross?”

“Not with you.”

“Mummy is.”

“I am not cross,” Sophie said.

“You used your cross whisper.”

Sophie pressed her lips to Poppy’s forehead.

Nathan said, “You told the truth.”

May you like

Poppy considered that. “Aunt Celia said I didn’t.”

Celia stepped closer but stopped when Sophie’s arms tightened around the child.

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