Balanced

Chapter 4

The East Garden was a walled courtyard behind the mansion, guarded by old oaks and a fountain that had been running since before the country was founded. Kate found Damon sitting on a stone bench in a gray suit with no tie, looking at nothing.

He stood when he saw her — the automatic courtesy of a man raised by a grandmother with strict ideas — and gestured to the bench across from him. He didn’t sit down again until she did.

“Thank you for coming,” he said.

“You said I could say no.”

“You could. I told Marisol to tell you that. I meant it.” He looked at her cast. “How’s the arm?”

“Dr. Reyes did good work. It hurts less than it did.”

A long silence filled the space between them, broken only by the fountain. Damon studied the water.

“My father told me something once,” he said, “when I was eleven years old. He put a folded napkin on this desk with a name written on it and told me I’d meet a woman someday who would make me forget every rule he’d taught me. He said every rule he’d taught me was to keep her alive.” He looked up. “I didn’t understand him then. I think I understand him now.”

Kate didn’t know what to say to that. So she asked the question she had been carrying since Marisol left. “The nine women. Preston’s—” She couldn’t finish the sentence.

Damon nodded slowly. “He gave us nine names. We’re still verifying. Four of them came forward at the time and were… discouraged. Their families were paid, their reports were lost, one of them was institutionalized for a week to teach her a lesson.” His jaw tightened. “His father’s money bought all of it.”

“What will happen to them? The women?”

“They’ll get the letters he wrote. They’ll get restitution from his estate. They’ll get—” He paused. “They’ll get to live the rest of their lives knowing he can never do it again. It’s not enough. It will never be enough. But it’s what I could give them.”

“Why?” Kate asked. And then, because she needed to understand the shape of the man sitting across from her: “Why did you do any of this? You didn’t know me. You’d never spoken to me before last night.”

Damon was quiet for so long she thought he wasn’t going to answer. “Because you said ‘please don’t make me,'” he said finally. “Because you hid your broken arm behind your hip and tried to smile. Because you’re the first person in my entire life who looked at me like I was the least frightening thing in the room.”

Kate stared at him. “That’s not true. I was terrified of you.”

“No,” he said. “You were terrified of him. And of what you’d lose. Not of me. Do you know how long I’ve been waiting for someone to be more afraid of losing what they love than they are of me?”

The fountain filled the silence. Kate felt something shift in her chest — a thing she did not have a name for, and did not want to name.

“I need to ask you something,” Damon said. “And I need you to answer honestly.”

“Okay.”

“Are you afraid of me now?”

Kate thought about it. She thought about fifteen men who had ceased to exist. She thought about the river and the letters and the basement. She looked at the man who had ordered all of it, sitting in his grandmother’s garden in a gray suit, asking her permission to feel safe.

“No,” she said. “I’m not afraid of you.”

Damon nodded once, like a man who had just been told something he had been waiting years to hear. And then his phone buzzed, and the expression on his face changed — flat, alert, the wolf again.

He read the message. “The senator has hired a firm,” he said quietly. “Private investigators. Four of them. They’re asking questions in Bay Ridge. They’re pulling the guest list from the gala.” He looked at Kate. “They’re looking for his son. And they’re going to find their way to you.”

Kate felt the garden go cold. “I told you the truth. I don’t know anything.”

“You know more than they’ll believe.” Damon stood. “Kate, if they find you, they will not ask you nicely. They will take you to a room and they will ask you about me, and about the name you gave me last night. And everything we’ve built to keep you safe — the food poisoning, the car, the anonymous donor — will be a house of cards.”

“What do we do?”

Damon looked at her for a long moment. “We stop them before they start asking.” He turned and walked toward the house. “There’s only one way to make four investigators disappear their own findings, and it starts with the man who hired them.”

He stopped at the garden door and looked back. “I’m going to have to go see the senator tonight, Kate. And I’m going to have to tell him a story about his son that will destroy him. The only question is whether I tell it to him in private — or whether I let it happen in front of the whole city.”

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Kate stood slowly, her good hand gripping the bench. “Can I help?” she asked.

Damon’s mouth curved into something that was almost a smile. “You already did,” he said. “You’re the only reason he’s going to believe a word I say.”

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